I do not gamble.
Yes, you heard it right. I realise that, in many people\’s eyes that might seem odd, not even remotely conscienable.
like a twelve year old waiting for his balls to drop. But.
Consider this. I have fucked up in so many other ways, it is small wonder I have something going for me at all; an opportunity to atone.
Still. I am a long odds wager. A dark horse.